Apologies if it makes no sense! Also, I refer to this quote often, I really really like it and it makes me happy too:
“The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because it's only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. If you can change the way people think, the way they see themselves, the way they see the world. If you can do that, you can change the way people live their lives. And that's the only lasting thing you can create.”
-Chuck Palahniuk
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that what makes me happiest is the parts of people that can't be seen, the way that small parts of people can have such a big influence on others and the world, that gives me faith and makes me happy.